28 Feb 2009

Agitation and irritability have unlimited capacity….

When in an agitated state, my frame of mind seems to thirst for and be drawn to more agitations.

As is often said, if we look for something hard enough, we will find it. The agitated state just gets more and more volatile like the hydrogen molecules in water.

I noticed that when I am in an agitated state, I want [demand] everything to be working in perfect symphony and harmony. If I do not get what I want, I get even more agitated. The propensity for a snow-balled or elevated out break becomes a given.

People around me just want to hide from me. How can I expect anyone to understand such state of mind?

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